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    Amazing!

    It’s no secret that I’ve had a ton of tech issues and this is the beginning of week three, which gives me nothing to look forward to. But, with that said, seeing you all tonight for the VNA show really brightened my spirit. So, thank you! You all have no idea how much you add to my world, whether I’m having a good week, or a terrible three. When I’m all about “happy” you guys intensify my mood and when I’m grumpy, you give me reason to smile and before I know it, I’m not near as annoyed, even when I want to be. lol.

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    A Tentative Plan

    The Tuesday night member’s show only lasted thirty minutes, before my audio turned into R2D2 sounds, and then my internet dropped. I don’t know what caused the audio to do that and I have a hard time believing it was the internet, but since I’ve never had that issue, I put it all on them. I was optimistic that the internet would be addressed and resolved by tonight, but I was wrong. I’ve now turned into a skeptic. The one good thing that came out of today was that I had the foresight to cancel tonight’s show because I would have done a 55 minute show, getting kicked offline with…

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    It’s Fixed.

    For two weeks my internet has been unstable. Last week it wasn’t noticeable except I had no traffic in my cam room. After a few days of wondering what is going on, I started running different tests, showing that something was definitely wrong. Monday, after 7 days, I contacted the good ol’ boy that owns the internet company. Devil asked me to be nice. Pfft. I am being nice. He had no response. I sent him a couple text messages Tuesday, with pictures of the tests. He responded to tell me he would look into it. By 9p that night I hadn’t heard from him so I sent him more…

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    Trying Cam Cuties, Once Again

    A few months ago I signed up for a new cam site and only gave them a few days of my attention. It’s different from what I’m used to on Streamate, and I’ve grown attached to having company through my site, which has kept me loyal to the one cam site. However, I really need to give new changes a chance. After the last eight days of having issues, with no resolution in sight, I’ve decided it’s my fault for waiting it out, hoping for the best. My plan is to split my time between Cam Cuties, which is now named Flirt4Free, just to confuse the masses, and Streamate. I…

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    Fuck You, Universe!

    OMFG! I am having a terrible eight days and I don’t know why! It’s not even localized to one area of problems, but spread out all over the fucking board! From slow “data transfer” between my computer and Streamate (going on 8 days) to shotty fucking internet services (both of them, due to mother fucking Bill, the tropical storm, not “my fella”) to audio issues without warning and everything in between. I don’t know what to do. I’ve had the internet guy look into it and he has found no problems. I’ve emailed SM and they responded just as I expected them to. It was an auto-response asking if I’ve…

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    This Week is Very Hateful!

    From new computers, to dealing with shotty internet companies, to headaches and no traffic on Streamate, this week hates me! Although, the no-traffic is most likely due to having terrible internet service, but I like to share the blame with them, since they are a bunch of (close your eyeballs Hedo) cunts. I’m learning how to not hate Apple, and that’s been a struggle all in itself. From learning new software to having audio problems and trying to figure out where my pictures go when I save them, it’s been a cluster fuck of frustrations. Let me start this next statement with an apology to Lefty. I suggest you stop…

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    Fuck.

    I just realized that I had a folder of pictures on the Window’s computer that Devil took back to the store. They were saved, waiting for blog posts, and now they’re gone. Forever. Now the world is going to come to an end and you’ll never see them. Ever. Don’t you go jumping to conclusions. They were not x-rated and even if they were, they were wiped clean when Devil set the computer back to the factory settings…  

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    Safety First, I Get It

    I understand why large construction trucks have a constant *beep* when in reverse, but it sure is annoying! If people weren’t so obtuse and distracted, then maybe it wouldn’t be such a constant *beep* … *beep* … *beep* – I mean, seriously! If people would watch where they’re going and not walk behind a dump truck, or under a load of mulch being dumped, then we might not have to hear that constant beep when there’s construction near. Of course, those who are walking stupid are also those who sue the companies when they walk behind a tire larger than them and get rolled flat. Don’t be a walking stupid.

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    The Summer Party

    This is the first year we’ve had a summer party and it was a huge success! It was a smaller crowd than what we had this past January, but it was intimate and good fun. We had Dawn Marie (dawnmariesdream.com) and Rob (@dreamnetrob) fly in for a few days, along with several fella’s and a few friends. The weather was beautiful and the night was crisp with plenty of dancing and tons of laughing. Those of you that made it to another party, thank you! It means a lot to us that you would take the time and spend the money to make the trip. I have an amazing group…