I planned to be online today, with the hopes the internet troubles would be better today. Unfortunately, they’re worse. In fact, they’re so bad that the last 8 days don’t even compare. It’s strange. My laptop tests great in the house on wireless but not in the studio, hard wired. I test the desktop, that is also in the studio. It tests great. I restart the computer but nothing changes. I change the cords, still not testing. I take the laptop into the house and it tests great, but the other computers now are testing terrible! Back to the studio, I hard wire it and it tests great! I sign…

You would think that in this day and age the internet wouldn’t be something so impossible to maintain, even in the goddamn country. Not to mention, my area is one of the fastest growing areas in CenTex, so one would think technology would be advanced. But, one would be wrong. I’ve been patient. I’ve ignored the interruptions to my every motherfucking day. I’ve even kept a positive goddamn attitude about their empty promises, just to keep good energy in my world. Well, that, and I seem to be alone in my frustrations since it doesn’t effect anyone else. Needless to say, I’ve been patient and not resentful in the least,…

Age should never define who you are.

I feel that I should clarify my hate for Christmas. It’s not that I hate the holiday, it’s that I hate what people become during the Christmas time. It has become so commercialized that family and good tidings have been lost in the shuffle of buying the best gift, or spending money on useless shit no one will use once the new year rolls around. It’s stupid. The holiday’s should be a time of good company, fun parties and drinking around the fire pit. Yet, most people are stressed out, and the family gatherings are miserable. I’m not saying everyone is like this, but, unfortunately, the majority of people have a…